3 Days till Christmas
This year would be the first time that I would celebrate Christmas
2011 is going to end
There would be a new start in 2012
There is not much memory about 2011
but
I would miss the countdown with friends
Maybe it what give and takes are about
I give up on something then I get something in return.
that leads me to
HIM<3
Happiness may sometimes arrive late
but it did still come.
Soon I 'll be saying bye bye to 2011
and
Welcome 2012, "My new start"
I didn't want to be like who I am before. I find that type of life has no meaning. It can be fun but
it makes my life feel empty. I can be cruel and cold, also I can be friendly and nice. I find that my old habit is showing that makes me feel upset. I want to be happy like the others. I find that people can live a very normal happy life. I did not need all those attractive things. I just want to be normal and happy. Really smile from my heart.
Yes, I did smile from my heart now because I met someone special. I never had my mood disorder for quite awhile.
To be continue....
