
I didn't want to be like who I am before. I find that type of life has no meaning. It can be fun but
it makes my life feel empty. I can be cruel and cold, also I can be friendly and nice. I find that my old habit is showing that makes me feel upset. I want to be happy like the others. I find that people can live a very normal happy life. I did not need all those attractive things. I just want to be normal and happy. Really smile from my heart.
Yes, I did smile from my heart now because I met someone special. I never had my mood disorder for quite awhile.
To be continue....
