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I felt happy being with him
This day, he make grill cheese.
We talk about all kind of possibility.
What kind of life we would have when we live together.
Actually, everyday with him feels like a special day.
I would never let go of his hand no matter what.
There can be alot of guys that are better than him
but
all I see is HIM
Only he can walk into my heart and let me be myself =]
命运就是喜欢耍人
可是我不相信命运了，我相信我自己。
现在我过的很开心因为我终于不是无情的人类
我学习说话不可以那么刻薄要顾虑到别人的感受
我学习真的从心里笑出来
那样才是真的快乐，可是这一切却要结束了
需要等到我有能力才能回到这快乐的天空
感觉需要很长的时间，难过的时候时间总是过的特别慢
第一次活的自由和开心，这生活一点也不累因为我是我自己
我不需要伪装什么因为有人真心的接受我
当我回到原来的那样的时候
我想在未来我会更幸福快乐因为我再也不会经历这样的事了
人的经历都是不一样的，
我本来想我终于可以忘掉一切开始新生活
可是我错了，还有很多难走的路
可是只要走了一半下一半一点也不会是问题了。
It's another month. Time is passing by fast. I use to wish the time pass faster but now I wish it to slow down. I want to be with him. I am so much happier with him. Today we have been together for 5 months. I try to surprise him today, it did work this time but it took awhile. I was happy when I see the smile on his face. We talk and we laugh. I want it to go on like this. I do not want to leave him but there is no other choice. I just have to believe that in the future we would be much more happier than now because what we have plan came true.
