It's another new month. The past few months was like a dream to me. I finally woke up from that dream. It is a dream that I do not wish to wake up. Now I have to face the reality. I have to work hard for myself to reach the goal. I don't know how much time it's going to take but no matter what that's my goal to reach.
Waking up from that dream can be hard thing. Tears falling down everyday finally stop a few weeks ago but I am trying to put myself to sleep. I know soon I will be able to do it. Took another step that is going back to church. Every step i took will help me reach my goal and I'll be strong.
I never care for someone that much but it doesn't mean I will do anything that I dislike to reach the goal. It just all this that happen make me wake up and find a goal in my life. I do want to be someone that have a dream.
One day I'll make you fall in love with a new me but it's still be me..lol
I am not going to rush, I will follow my own speed and set a time. I do believe for what is yours would be yours.